have u ever?

have you ever wondered which hurts the most? saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing u had? i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say...don't be afraid to tell someone you love them...if u do, they might break your heart...if u don't, u might break theirs..have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what u already had with that person? your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't...you can't tell your heart what to do...it does it on its own when u least suspect it, or even when u don't want it to...have u ever wanted to love sumone with everything u had, but the other person was too afraid to let you? too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all....have u ever denied your feelings for sumone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? we tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afarid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us...but everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger...life is all about risks and it requires u to jump...don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had...what would u do if everytime u fell in love you had to say goodbye? what would u do if everytime you wanted sumone they would never be there? what would u do if your bestfriend died tomorrow and u never got to tell them how u felt? what would u do if u loved sumone more than ever and u couldn't have them? what would u do if u never got the chance to say "i am friends with all of my family and they know i love them"? well, people live and people die...so, take the chance that u have now to express how u feel to the people u love n to the people that u care about...don't wait till it's too late and u regret for not doing it when u already had the chance... :) 

thankful

2010 is coming to it's end and we'll be entering 2011...lots of things had happen throughout this whole year...it has been filled with laughter, joys, tears, heartbreaks, new love, new friendships...

There comes a time in life where you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good...Life is too short to be anything but happy.. :)

I am thankful to have great n superb parents...

I am thankful to have a harmonious family...

I am thankful to have a loving and supportive boyfriend...

I am thankful to have wonderful friends around me...

I am thankful to be given a chance to further my studies...

I am thankful that I still have the chance to wake up in the morning and see the world and explore more great stuffs in life...

I thanked God for giving me all these precious gift in my life... :)

Fall in love or fall in hate.

Get inspired or be depressed.

Ace a test or flunk a class.

Make babies or make art.

Speak the truth or lie and cheat.

Dance on tables or sit in the corner.

Life is divine chaos. Embrace it.

Forgive yourself. Breathe.

And enjoy the ride. :)

♥ ♥ ♥

what is love?

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident."

we are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we

find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we

join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it

LOVE!

p/s:iloveyou ♥

♥ ♥ ♥

lamanyer x berblogging...hehehe.. :)

today is the first day of fasting month...Alhamdulillah, i still have the chance to meet the month of ramadhan...hope this year's ramadhan will be much more better and meaningful compared to previous years...it's been a month now since i came back to malaysia...things are pretty much ok here that i don't feel like going back to bandung...*sigh*

for the past one month lots of happy moments happened...and for the past one month there's this guy who came into my life n light up my whole life... :) he make me happy and laugh each day without fail...wish this will last forever... :) I LOVE YOU ZULAFANDI ZULKIFLY... ♥

and and i did meet n make new friends like alip and yoi and found a lil sis, badrina, that i loved so much...well, all of us are quite close even we've known each other juz for a month...and for the past one month me n ieha have been going out with them and we had lots of fun together...and there are lots of sweet n happy moments that we'll cherished....

n from this new friendship, i'm glad that ieha found sumone that can cheer up her life and fill it with laughter and happiness...i'm happy that he can wash out all her pain away...stay happy sayang.... :) wish you and yoi will last forever n no more heart pains after this.. :)

x pelik ker?? orang yg kiter kenal juz in a short time can be so close to us and can give great impact in our life compare to those we've known for years...sometimes people who we've known for years don't even know the real us compare to those that we've just met...so, doesn't mean u've known that person for ages that person is your true friend...coz sumtimes they can be the ones who stab u from behind...

so, i'm glad to have them in my life....and i will never ever trade them for sumthing else in this world... :) and i'm also glad to still have my old friends even i have new ones... :) it is better to make lots of new friends than making lots of enemies... ♥

p/s: missing him....