food for thought

no matter how hard things are for you, just put on your biggest smile and see things from a different kind of view...

appreciate the smallest details in life that we always don't care to see and appreciate how meaningful life is despite all the negative energy that are always there to bring us down...

always keep our minds with positive thinking and hopefully our day is filled with happiness, laughter n joy... :)

my thoughts

received a message from my friend in fb...she sed that there is this one guy ckp kat dia yang his taste is for girls that is super skinny, who is pretty or to be specific girls who has flawless skin...ala ala kulit baby yg xde jerawat or gerutu2...and yang macam muka ala ala pan asian tue...muka2 mcm tue kan lawa n perfect...n when i read her msg n i was like WTF!!!!! asal lelaki suka letak mindset yg kalau nk cari gf kena cari yang lawa2, yg kurus, yg body mantap, yg aset pun mantap...kiranya complete package lar dari head to toe...abis tue ppuan2 yg x complete package dr head to toe tue x deserve to be happy ke? x deserve to be love by someone ke? korang nak cari yang perfect2 tuk jadikan gf korang, tp korang tue perfect sangat ke? korang leh jamin ke yg korang leh jadi bf yg terbaik tuk gf korang?n korang yakin ke yg diorang tue boleh jadi gf yang baik tuk korang? memang ar bangga ramai orang akan puji and usha2 awek korang yg hot n sexy n lawa tue...is that what u defined love? is it by the satisfaction that people adore ur gf n envy u for having a pretty gf gives u the meaning of real love? if that is what u guys r thinking then sorry to say i disrespect u...to find real love u don't look at the face..u look at the heart and how that person behave and carry him/her self in public...saya x cakap semua perempuan cantik tue jahat n perempuan yg x cantik tue baik...semua orang ada kelebihan dan kekurangan masing2...yg hati keras, xde perasaan n kejam n jahat tue bukan dia nk jadi mcm tue tp ada reason kenapa dia jadi mcm tue...everyone has their own past n experience that turn them into who they r now...so, x kesah lar orang tue cantik ke buruk ke kurus ke gemuk ke yang penting hati orang tue...nie bila orang tue gemuk ke buruk ke, mulut tue laser giler pakai cakap jer apa yg rasa nak cakap..x fikir langsung ati n perasaan orang tue..yes! memang orang tue akan senyum n gelak je...terima je aper yg dilemparkan pada dia..tp tau x apa yg dia rasa kat dalam? n'tah2 luar je senyum tp kat dalam menangis, marah, bengang..tambah2 kalau ati perempuan...ati perempuan nie sensitive dier dua kali ganda dr lelaki...x kisah lar betapa ganasnyer kat luar tp dekat dalam diri dia, dia still seorang perempuan..we shud appreciate others n accept them for who they are...the world will be a better place if there are no discrimination among us...well, this is juz my opinion..kalau tersalah n tersinggung perasaan korang baik yg laki or ppuan, i'm sorry...n i admit that i'm not perfect either...

i'm not perfect

i'm not a perfect girl...
i don't have a thin n skinny body like all your ex's n other girls...
i don't have a pretty n flawless face like all your ex's n other girls...
i don't have the package that every guy looks for in a girl...
but i do have a heart that can love you sincerely n truthfully...
i know that everyone must be cursing n thinking that u're crazy to be with a girl like me...
i know that everyone especially your friends are saying that u're blind to be going out with a girl like me...
i bet they must have wish that u broke off with me n go out with someone much better n prettier n have the complete package...
thank you for still wanting to be with me even everyone is laughing at you...
thank you for loving me and accepting me for who i am...
there is only one thing that i want from u n that is to take care of my heart...
my heart is too fragile now because it has been hurt many times...
there's too much scars on it n i don't think i can accept anymore scars...
because the old scars still hurts badly but i'll juz hide all the pain behind every smile that i can possibly put on my face...
once again, thank you for still loving me despite every ups and downs that we've gone through for the past 1 year and a month of our relationship...