my thoughts

he has his flaws..i have my flaws..

i know he always annoys me, he always hurts my feelings, he always makes me angry...

but even when he always does all that, he's that person who will always put a smile on my face..

he never fails to make me smile and never fails to make me laugh out loud eventhough he always makes me cry... ;p

yes! we always fight..we always argue..we can't agree on most stuff..

but, i find that all this are what keeping us still together and keeping our relationship stronger each day...

even if he has hurt me a lot, but he tries to make me happy after we have a small or massive fight...

he tries to be the perfect boyfriend that one could have ever asked for...

he tolerates with my annoying attitude, my temperamental moments, my PMS...

he has been tolerating with all my nonsense for the past 1 year and 4 months we've been together...

what more can i ask from him? 

and here u are saying that he doesn't deserve me just becoz of what he sed and what he did that annoys the hell outta u and ur bf can't get along with him? how sure r u that he doesn't deserve me?

have u ever thought that maybe i am the one who don't deserve him?

coz i can never imagine to have someone other than him that can tolerate with all my nonsense like how he does...n i choose to love him n be with him..

u only see the negative side of him...u seldom see his positive side..still, u have no rights to judge him..

eventhough we always fought but we succeed in protecting and keeping our relationship till today..n moreover it's a long distance relationship...and i'm proud of that..and i'm proud of him..

and i myself always makes him angry, always annoy him, always scold him for no apparent reason, always hurt his feelings with my harsh words and stuff..

maybe this is what we call as opposite attract...

dalam dunia nie, kita xkan dapat apa yang kita nak setiap kali..ada time kita akan dapat apa yg kita hajatkan dan ada time yang kita akan dapat apa yang kita xnk..so, it's up to us to make the best out of everything that we have..tak semestinya apa yang kita nak tue adalah yang terbaik untuk kita...sebab kadang2 apa yang kita xnk tue mungkin adalah yang terbaik tuk kita..kita boleh tulis satu list panjang ciri2 lelaki yang kita nak, tapi kita  xkan dapat lelaki yang memenuhi setiap ciri2 tersebut...setiap orang ada kelebihan dan kelemahan masing2..kita kena terima mereka dengan seadanya..no one is perfect except ALLAH..everything happens for a reason... :)

judgements

in real life, people juz love judging everyone without even seeing themselves first in front of the mirror...

i guess it's just the nature of life where people can be so judgemental...

well, i think everyone is like that including me...

u can keep on denying that u're not a judgemental person, but once u start to talk about a person, u tend to judge that person without u even noticing it...

u can call it as gossiping, or mengumpat or whatsoever...

but the same thing that connects to all this are judgements that are being made..

"eh, he's not good for her" "eh, look at her dress! how ugly it is!" "she's a fashion victim" "they're not meant for each other" "she's fat" "she's ugly" bla bla bla...

do u find these sentence familiar? i bet u must have said it even for once..coz i admit i do..

how sure r u that he's not good for her?

how do u know that dress is ugly? don't u think others can even say the same thing bout u?

how sure r u that u're not a fashion victim even if u follow the newest fashion trend?

how can u tell that the couple are not meant for each other?

so, what if she's fat? so, what if she's ugly?

who are u to say those things? have u been in their shoe for a day that u've given urself the right to judge? do u know the reason why they're like that?

yes! u only see what's going on on the outside but u don't have a single clue what's going on on the inside..

there are reasons behind everything that happens in life..

so, no matter who u are as long as u're a human u have no rights to judge others unless u were God..

this is just a simple reminder to myself and others..if u feel offended by what i wrote then i'm sorry..juz expressing my feelings here.. :)